how stuid i am

i am sorry what i've done, maybe you will think that i am bad. Yes, i am bad sometimes, i know i am so stupid, and i know i can't use workload to be a excue, i am so overload that i can see nothing, i can feel nothing, i want to stay alone and think about my work...

i just hope you will understand what i feel, what i am facing, and i really want you to know i love u.